Rebuilding

Rebuilding

This collection traces a personal journey of reconstruction after rupture.

After 9/11, the journey began in a simple farmhouse in upstate New York, where local people offered unexpected kindness and shelter. From there came the decision to rebuild — moving westward to the oil frontier in Calgary, trading rural quiet for high-rise ambition. These works follow that arc: from refuge to reinvention, from small beginnings to the pursuit of empire, inspired by towering figures of industry.

Yet every step carries its shadow. The blackening layers reveal the psychological cost of rebuilding — the masks of resilience, ambition, and forward motion we wear to keep going.

The mask of: The self we construct in order to survive and rise again.

Dark yet hopeful.

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The Farm House Carbon pencil, blackening watercolours, and inks on paper mounted to canvas · 2018-2024

The journey of rebuilding began here — in a modest farmhouse in upstate New York, where local people offered shelter and quiet generosity after 9/11. This painting holds the first tentative steps back into life. The blackening layers settle gently, like the weight of memory that lingers even in refuge.

The mask of: Vulnerability seeking safety.

Calgary Carbon pencil, blackening watercolours, and inks on paper mounted to canvas · 2019 - 2025

Calgary From the farmhouse came the decision to rebuild on the frontier. The vast, open plains of Calgary represent both opportunity and isolation — the moment of choosing ambition over comfort. The blackening layers stretch across the landscape like the long shadow of what was left behind.

The mask of: The frontier self — determined and rootless.

Building Carbon pencil, blackening watercolours, and inks on paper mounted to canvas · 2015- 2025

Dark Farm Carbon pencil, blackening watercolours, and inks on paper mounted to canvas · 2019 - 2025

The transition into vertical ambition. Leaving the open land for the steel and glass of high-rises, this work captures the psychological shift from rural refuge to urban reinvention. The blackening layers climb the structure like accumulated pressure and resolve.

The mask of: Ambition and the drive to rise.

Even in the act of rebuilding, the shadow remains. This painting returns to the farmhouse interior, revealing the darker psychological undercurrents that travel with us no matter how far we go. The skull looms as a quiet reminder that masks of progress cannot fully hide what we carry inside.

The mask of: The darkness we bring with us when we try to start over.

Oil Train Carbon pencil, blackening watercolours, and inks on paper mounted to canvas · 2019 - 2025

The machinery of the new life. Industrial movement, power, and the hidden costs running through the landscape. This work sits at the heart of the oil frontier — where ambition meets consequence in long, black lines of progress.

The mask of: The industrial self — powerful yet stained.

Li Ka Shing Carbon pencil, blackening watercolours, and inks on paper mounted to canvas · 2019-2025

The dream of empire. Inspired by towering builders and empire makers, this painting represents the aspiration to create something lasting from the ruins. Yet even here, the blackening layers remind us that every empire is built on both vision and shadow.

The mask of: The empire builder we strive to become.

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Dark yet hopeful.

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Dark yet hopeful.

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